Try my best to forgive, do my best to forget.

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Dear Mofang Show 
I am confused. My parents are never happy with me. They keep complaining about me. They are never satisfy with my life.
Firstly I'm not allowed to enjoy my spare time as happily as others do because they will be angry when I just relaxed at home. Secondly My parents only seem to care about my salary. They respect others depend on how much money he or she owned. Most importantly My silly father never stop praising my cousins in front of me. When I was 8 years old he started comparing me with them. My grades were not as good as theirs. My college was not as fantastic as theirs. I have not been obedient as they always do at home.
I am a big mistake to them. Am I born worthless? Although I love them sometimes I feel we live in different worlds. If they love
me can't they stop saying something that hurts me? How can I make them understand me? 

YueyueMoyin
 

Ps:
comfused 烦恼
complain 抱怨； 嫌弃
obedient 服从
worthless 卑微的；一文不值的