I paint my emotions, it's my feeling. ——Cyril Rolando



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他没上过一门艺术课，却成了当今世界最红的数码插画师。但他本人对插画师这一称号却并不感兴趣，他只想安心做个心理咨询师。

现今31岁的Cyril Rolando，因为先前在社交网站上放了几张业余时间创作的作品，一时间爆红网络。红的连他本人都感到莫名其妙。“Use the computer to paint just my hobby, I work as a counselor, I have been in the business for nine years. ”但就是这句话，引起了人们对他作品的极大争议，人们不相信一个把绘画当作业余爱好的心理咨询师，竟能画出如此唯美治愈的作品！种种质疑，甚至不理智的人身攻击，严重影响到了他的工作和生活。万般无奈下，他第一次接受一家杂志的采访讲出了曾令自己悲伤抑郁的人生经历。

他的家庭环境并不差，但父母从他记事开始的无休止的争吵，给他幼小的心灵留下了难以磨灭的印记。


从我记事那天起，父母间的争吵似乎没终止过，我哭着求他们停下来，但他们似乎无动于衷。当时年幼的他已经出现抑郁症状，幸而老师及时发现，把他带到儿童心理专家那里。“ I still remember, that Aunt lying in my ear gently told me:'Cyril, I know you have too much pain and grievances, if you do not want to speak out, write it out or draw out to tell me. '”从那以后，长久以来憋在心里的情绪似乎一下子在画中找到了出口，那年他才七岁。

几年的时间，当他把弥漫在心灵的悲伤和儿童特有的天真展现在画中时，他也逐渐在那些反映真实自我的画作中得到了解脱和疗愈。


十八岁考入大学主修心理学，同时也第一次接触电脑绘图。“At the beginning, I just took it as a hobby, a game.”他想表达自己时就画，不想继续时就停笔，空想，发呆，做什么都可以。“It seems to me that everyone is a child, but after adulthood began to pursue more material life, with his heart of the child is broken.”而Cyril自己也承认，有时他也逃不出这样的社会逻辑， “Only in the process of painting, I can find lost myself.”


最后人们才知道，就是这样一位普通的心理咨询师，私下里已将绘画坚持了24年之久。他的内心依旧像个孩子，难道纯粹，真实。

有人看到他的绘画的天赋，建议他将绘画作为主业，被他婉言拒绝。“ I won't join in the artistic world, I was a counselor, I really like my job, if only focus on art, it will not be a true and complete my.”

在最后被问到，如果作为一名艺术家，会给其他人什么建议时，他只说：“Have fun and try to do a not perfect people.”但他又像孩子似的补充道：“I don't think I'm an artist,I'm just a simple Photoshop users,I just want to let my painting,try to keep the original.”

最后这里，选自Cyril Rolando本人的一段话


I " try " to avoid to go into cliches (emo-fantasy-surreal labels), that's why I often use animals, attempting to be original to speak about ordinary theme. I think humans are proud, mistrustful and self-centered (and I am human). I want to hand over to the animals, to critic or play human roles. They don't carry hidden symbols ; this is just a return to innocence, a naive vision of the world. This is a return to childhood, where animals can speak, dreams become reality and imagination rules the world.


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